Sitting down here

I'm sitting right here with no-one to see me
Waiting for e rain to pour down on me
Not truly happy but what can I do abt it.
Its all about what I'm singing...

I'm humming this familar song as I'm typing this, swallowing bebe lovely "Chee-se" muffin and H2O.. lovely weather I haven had for a long long time. Its always rushing and rushing in sg, totally agreeable.. no sort of time to rest and relax.. go for a walk down memory lane (South Bank). shop like u have space to move ard.. slog for 4hrs everyday (means 12hrs of uninterrupted time, minus off 8hrs of Zzz). Haiz.. when will this ever come to pass or I'm sitting down here dreaming with everyone to see me??!!

Oh well.. maybe I'm thinking too much.. few days got trashing on has my job taken all of my life, energy, time and even God. Has my job become my God sub-consciously?.. I dunno.. I been working for 4 mths already and was infected with the working virus till it was too hard even to take a half day leave on my birthday. how sad.. pathetic.. Its all in the mind i guess.. the job is definitely ok, its just the mentality towards the job. Not to be taken advantage of and knowing your grounds.

I hope to change for the better and treat my loved ones better with respect and love concern. Neglected for too long. Sorry to all. Its the mind battlefield that is in play.