Cats and Dogs

Yesteesday was supposedly e "Big-day" for concreting if u know what it means for construction sector. *10-hr big project* no joke.. but the heavens opened up for heavy cats and dogs till late evening and sat was to acc bebe for lunch at one of the cell gp members mothers shop. Later on to go over to the new place. seems like our place. haha

Anyway thank God that today was a sunny day and was able to perform that 10hr operation.. but in the end, I ended up disappointing baby again and not being able to pamper her enuff. So I went for a walk down Orchard Rd (not HMV and borders this time..) feeling frustrated does this job require so much of my time, attention and focus. Realised that I had improved from the old me few wks back when bebe gave me a huge leashing. Certain things are sensitive and I want to give her time to get over it before confronting it. However it turned out that I was a bit rigid and not knowing when's the right moment and abs no initative.

I tell myself I must work extra hard for this relationship becos it means alot to me.. Each time I fail in reponsibility (if u like..), thoughtfulness, cherishing her enuff, I feel bad yea. Thx God that his love is made perfect in our weakness and fears. and that everybody who loves is born of God and knows Him. for God is love. I have seen that thru bebe.. its like the "unconditional" love she has for God and myself.. I admire that! Hope that God will bring us e valleys and mountains. so that we see His Goodness, mercy and grace revealed in our lives, problems, storms. He will come thru eventually. Amen. Everyday is a new experience and challenge for all of us.

P.s : the best part of my frustrating walk down OR was to eat as many sampled mooncakes as I could grab. typical kiasu pple. Tung lok, raffles hotel and this teochew mooncake with crispy yam and salted egg yolk. WOW!!!!!! Come on down to Take to grab your free cakes..