This is absolutely boring. The same thing got to happen again and again.

God please provide me with the patience, the understanding, the love, the mind and every other things that I will need to withstand all these time and again. Change me, so that I will be able to accommodate this issue as a part of my life. So that I will not see this issue as a hinderance, as a frustration to the relationship anymore. God, I want to be able to accept the fact that this is always going to be around no matter what happen. This is going to be part of our lives. Please give me the heart to accept the truth and accommodate to it. It's the nature of our jobs. I need love, understanding and patience. Help me deal with disappointment and anger. Make me a better person, a better wife-to-be.

Slow to speak, slow to anger, slow to wrath... ... ...