All we are living for

We had a wonderland weekend (30-1st oct) recently. why? becos I was with bebe family.. sis invited me over for supper @ river valley, followed by tong shui.. and then stayed over. I realised that the "P-Lee's family" are so warm and hospitable towards me, which was something that I'm envious for since growing up... those sort of going away for trips, staying over. doing crazy things. have fun.. However I grew up with a strict family. (straight, report after 12) etc.. I guess its all abt accountability and responsibilty which I have jus developed in recent yrs.. I dun blame anyone, includ' God. cos everyone is unique and family is our loved ones that He gave me to cherish and love.. My mum would say to me.. " if u like em so much, go be their son" .. I guess thats childish of me last time.. to subconsciously compare urself with others. Be satisfied with self!

I musy SAY again that her family is so nice to go out with, esp the 2 bro's gang (slyvester and joe).. cannot stop laughing with them ard.. so funny and corny. Just that weekend, we calculated our budget for wedding and everything else.. to increasing transport cost to honeymoon. This is definitely every couple headache and arguement when it comes to the big M. Well.. its gonna be a tight tight budget from this month onwards. Sacrifice is impt for this period with A & B ard the corner too.. no Joke.

Sometimes I wonder for both of us, do we have enough faith to believe God that seek ye first His Kingdom and righteousness and All things that we need would be added onto us. I fall short of that understanding or relevation.. I know that God has blessed me tremendously, esp in the area of studies, finances.. life.. do we hang on in bad times when we have little to give and God challenges us to sacrifice. Nevertheless we learn to trust His heart even thou we do not see His hand moving.

I had a dream or a happy thought today that all we are working and aiming to in life (Happy family, godly relationships, enjoyement, fulfilment, quality time, roof over our heads) is worth the effort... constantly tell myself that all we are living for is all HE is and all that we can be in in YOUR hands. Build His house and we have ours taken care. reach out to others and He'll reach in to us.. Its wonderful to think abt His goodness and mercy. He never fails nor disappoints.

*Selah*