Priority

It seems like we are only updating on fridays. I didn't feel like logging in to blog initially because i dunno what to write. Writer's block??? Realise that sometimes i log in to blog becoz i am feeling upset, angry... negative emotions. 1 moment ago i felt angry and neglected, but now i dunno how i should feel. The guilty trip has trapped me once again. Whenever i felt neglected and start throwing trantums, immediately after that i felt guilty. I blamed myself... told myself that i should be more tolerant, more understanding and not to be unreasonable. But how deep/level/limit should this tolerance, understanding and reasonability be??? Please enlightened me! I do not want to juz based on my "guilty sense" and make this an unlimited level or even worse to keep suppressing and feel unworth, taken for granted, unimportant and at the end of the day exploded all the emotions out and making an ugly scene. Which usually has been the case for now.

We really need to learn to prioritize our time and roles and responsibilties in our lives. Just a mismatch will end up with lots of misunderstandings and unnecessary arguements. Why do you want life that is always unpleasant? Sometimes we take our other halves for granted... for example if we have been out the entire week with other people or becoz stayed late for OT, we shouldn't at the end of the day say that we just want time to rest becoz we have been out the whole week. Then what happen to the quality time for your better half??? It's not their fault that you have been out the whole week to spend time with your other friends, church mates or work.

People, once again I remind you that it is very important to PRIORITISE your life.