An Eye Opener

It's 1am Sunday morning and I am still not asleep. Not feeling sleepy at all despite the tired-out day at Delta Ave. *crossing my fingers and praying* Hopefully will not switch off and sleep during service later at 10am. Wondering why I can't sleep... maybe I am excited about the EPP roadshow where mom's gonna sell her goodies at my company, or maybe becoz I am really enjoying my weekend given that I am on leave on Monday or maybe becoz I am tired till too tired to sleep. Haha. Since I can't sleep, I might as well come online to blog the usual stuff that happened.

Dear shifted house (finally!) yesterday (Sat) from Bo Bo Tan Gardens to Delta Ave. He missed BBTG and even thought of spending the night there alone. He said there's 25 years of "gan qing" and it's tough to leave. While waiting to shift into Delta since beginning of the year, dear has been nagging as to when can he shift. Now when the day finally comes, he is so "relunctant". Well, shift is good, at least dear now gets his own room and this means I no longer need to juz stay put in the living room in future when i go his house. Haha! I think I like delta ave better becoz 1 impt factor ---- there's a lift!!! Come on, my darling stays 19 floor le, how to climb. Helped him to unpack and of coz not only him, but his family as well. A tiring day but I think it's kind of a bonding time with dear's family. Even though it has been a good 5 years but I nvr seem to be able to really let go and be a 100% me in the presence of his family. There seems to be a fear and constant reminder that I should be the demure, good and gentle girl. House shifting is good as it gets me more interaction with his family and maybe I should say becoz of the situations and circumstances, I have kind of learn to let go slightly and be more open. (Maybe I am afraid of his mom??? heehee...) I just have to learn to be part of his family, i guess. Dear does not have this issue at all, he's so comfy with my family. Perhaps I am s h y??? haha. so crappy right. Dear's family has so much stuff that while I was unpacking, I told him that I should maybe sign his family up for the channel 8 home decor show. Maybe they will win! To save his face, I shall not elaborate on the amount of stuff (old old stuff, redundant) that his family has. I shall just said it's an eye opener. Well, I manage to tidy dear's room and keep it nice and spacious. Dear, you better mantain the way it is okie. :)

We are going to view show hdb flats in Sengkang after service today. Wish us all the best. These flats are just an eye opener, an experience for us. All these while what we have been looking at are those showrooms at HDB Hub, but now it's the real thing. Hopefully not too expensive. My housing agent, primary sch friend, said that it's below valuation and good view and all. Let's see how it goes... we are really at a loss. No house... and getting married in slightly less than 12 months time. Oh God, please drop a house from heaven for us! *wishful thinking*