Chinese New Year

In a twinkle of an eye the 1st 2 days of CNY is over. Been busy as usual with all the relatives visitation and food food food. I can somehow foresee that next year, life gonna be busier than this year definitely, with the new addition of in laws. I wonder if we will be able to accommodate and adjust our lives. Somehow I find myself being very complaining these new year, my mom called this pre-martial stress. =/ I guess I just need time to get use to new things and got to discipline myself to be accommodating and reminding myself that they are different from my own family and I can't demand them to be the same as my own family etc etc etc. (Hmm... do I smell in-laws problems?) *shugs* I think I am going to get into trouble with my FMIL sooner or later with H2B staying over at my place more frequently nowadays. So I think H2B better behave himself for a while. I definitely do not want to have any unnecessary "misunderstanding".

FMIL is trying to arrange a time to meet my parents, but somehow I am not that optimistic towards the meet up. Guess it's because I have seen real life examples from my sis and bro's experiences. Experiences tell me that it's better for in laws to meet later than earlier as these will minimise "trouble" for both parents and couples. Am I being paranoid or what??? I dunno... But I do know that FMIL is really wanting to meet my folks, I will try my best to set up a time but with dad's frequent flying, I do not know when's the right time. Maybe it's just my excuses. =( Can sense that FMIL is pretty upset that parents did not turn up at her place for dinner tonight, I can't help it as dad has all his friends over at our place. What can I do? Speaking of which, I am kind of tired of all the family gatherings and dinner that my FILs have over new year. They meet everyday with the same pple at different place, and I think to some extend children are expected to be there. I am tired man! I can hardly breathe! These do not happen in my family and I think I am getting all stress out due to all these parties. What's going to happen in the future? I definitely do not want all my days off during CNY to be spend entirely with the same pple, I do want to spend it with my own friends and family as well. Haiz... guess this is just part of the accommodating that married pple will have to learn and stay with it. Dear I am sorry but I thought I might just let it out on blog rather than shower you with all my complains.

Having insomnia for the past 2 nights, I wonder why and this is not good at all. Without enough sleep I am getting all cranky and easily agitated. I keep reminding and meditate to myself to keep my cool no matter what happen and no arguements during these period of time. That's for sure! I hope that tonight I will have a good night sleep. I didn't have a good time today and I hope that tomorrow gonna's be better for me, at least...

That's all folks!