Bored & Anger boiling up the throat

I am feeling extremely bored now in the office. I think I have been wasting my time away for this entire 12 days in the workplace. Everyday I do nothing except to play online games, check email, chitchat on msn and i dunno what else. I have wanted to tell boss to let me go earlier than my last working day but that will means a cut in my paycheck. So guess I better not be unwise, sitting in the office and do nothing but got money and compare to sitting at home and do nothing and no money. I of coz will choose the former. Hopefully I will get more things to do next week as I will have to start the handover process. Aiming to finish writing the "wu ling mi ji" for boss tml. friday will be on leave... haiz.

Friday's leave is suppose to be spend preparing and painting the house. But till now, the house is still not ready! I am really pissed and I think dear has been put in a situation with lots of pressure. With me on 1 side pressurizing him to "speak" and push his cousin and on the other hand, to handle his cousin and to be careful not to end up arguing. To me, I have been tested alot of times regarding the reno of the house. It was suppose to be completed and handover on 10 Sept but it got delayed once again till 13 Sept, which is tml. But till today, there are still outstanding things not done. Went up to my house during lunch juz now and saw that the lightings are not up, the electrical wiring not done (seriously dunno what is wrong with the electrician), the joinery of the kitchen and master bathroom are in process, the laminated flooring and platform is not up, which means the wardrobe is not going to be up too! tell me! should i flare up or not. It's only 24 hrs more before they are suppose to handover the house, do you think they can get it. I am angry not with the contractor but seriously with the designer. I mean this is REAL BAD COORDINATION from his end and I have already been putting up since the beginning. No doubt he has been real helpful too. Worse, I am made to work around his schedule and not the other way round. Come on! Who's the boss here? I am very doubtful whether we can actually start painting at all. I feel so bad for making my dad buy paint for us and out of goodwill and his love for his daughter, me, he has avail himself to help me kick start painting on friday even when he is suppose to go ipoh on the same day evening. Now how should I tell my dad. I really feel piss and more piss off!

Alright enough of the house, but seriously i am in the red right now and if anything crops up again, I dun think I am able to contain anymore. The reason why I have been so patient and suppressing my displease is becoz the designer is my hubby's cousin! I didn't want to "flare" up coz i do not want to hear any kind of gossips in the future and not to spoil the relationship. Of coz someone once said that if there's anything we should voice out... but still... arrrrgggghhhh... frustrating is the only word I can use.

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