Flying off in a few hours time

I am right at home now getting ready to leave for the airport in another 1.5hrs time. Flights bound for europe has to check in 3hrs beforehand, how troublesome is that and as a result, we have to reach the airport by 9.45am. Anyway good too, so I won't be missing home so much. The earlier I go out, the less i see of my lovely home and thinking of dear. Another week before dear's ICT is over (also a week of london / paris for me). He's having out field this week and will not be able to book out at all. I know it's tough so you guys keep him in prayers k. :) Can't book out also another good thing this week, in my point of view, at least he will not come back to an empty house and no one to "take care" of him. Knowing that he will most prob will go to mom's place.

Though it's going to be a great holidays for me this coming 10 days, but for some reason i am not feeling excited about it at all. A part of me doesn't even want to go anymore. Ironic right, esp after all the build up from the past few weeks and counting down since the vietnam trip. Well, it's a different feeling to travel without dear, esp when it's not a biz trip. I feel guilty that I am there enjoying and dear is here "suffering", but no choice who ask me to be "itchy mouth" from the beginning to say I want to tag along sis' biz trip. And wonderful sis just went ahead to book the air tickets. Haiz... but I have make up my mind that in the future, unless it's biz trip, there will not be any traveling without dear.

Alright, know it's suppose to be a happy post but seems like i have turned it to a "depressing" post. So here I shall end and say I will be missing home and dear badly. I shall be back soon! 10days is easy to pass. Haha! Will upload pics when I come back. Oh forgot to mention that dear bought me a new camera at courts yesterday just for this trip. Love my man!