June is a happy month but...

yes, june is a happy month to kick start everything. but it is also a very busy start for me and I wonder if situation is going to improve. I have gone back to work and happy with the arrangement and the flexibility that boss has given me. However, with all the backlog, I am kind of struggling to keep a sane and clear mind at times. So much so that i begin to question if i have really make the right decision. For the past few days, I have been so tired out that I dozed off to sleep after dinner, while watching tv and the time could be juz slightly past 8pm. feel so sorry towards darling coz i didn't really have time for him since we both came back from reservist and the london trip respectively. he has been a really wonderful hubby these few days in doing all the household chores while i slept the little time we had for each other away each day. So, today i am going to make it up to him. Forgo-ing my free movie ticket from the company so that i can have time to go out with him. If only the coy allows spouse to join in the celebration, then at least darling can also tag along. Will be watching the incredible hulk - though i am not a fan of such movie, but if only if they allow spouse to go along, i do not mind. Since dear can't go, i choose to let go of my ticket then. nothing is better than having your better half with you at anytime. haha.

*God I pray that you provide me with strength and enlarge my capacity to take on new challenges in workplace. I want to excel and be of good testimony in the marketplace. Renew my mind and fill me with heavenly wisdom.*