Getting Old

... hmmm... what a title right? "Getting old", dear was asking me last year whether he is getting old at the age of 27, i looked at him and wonder why. He briefly said becoz we seems to be losing in our energy level. We used to be able to do housework throughout the week regardless of which day of the week it is, but recently he is even struggling to iron clothes and me struggling to even vacuum the floor twice a week. After cooking dinner every night, i just felt that my energy has been drained off me. Same goes to dear, after washing up the plates and pans after dinner seems to have his energy drained off him too. There are times where i even feel tired to go for our weekly PTD. So bad right...

recently my family seems to be "plague" with sickness... oh man, really need to pray for healing and a breakthrough. Maybe should really go on a fasting period. Things are not really on the good side and this really got me thinking alot about life and death. This dying physically and living eternally in heaven really set me apart for a lot of praying and thinking. Got to say, whenever i thought of these, there will be a mixture of sadness and happiness. Happiness that i get to see Jesus. Sadness, I have to be separated from part of the family which really hurts and pains me alot. Alot of "why" questions will start popping out. Is this an attack from the devil? I really dunno. Just pray I guess... pray and guard my heart and mind.