A day of thoughts

why can't people be more sensitive in this world? or be smarter? i believe that we should have our brains up in our heads and not down where we are sitting on it. even if you have no idea of a certain issue, i still believe that common sense still works. however, this is not true anymore for the world today. common sense is not that common after all.
Just some thoughts of the happenings around me this week that leads me to some thoughts.

had a small gathering with my ex-colleagues tonight. was actually looking forward to it coz we have been planning to meet up 2 weeks ago but due to some miscommunications, some how none of us seems to be contactable. so for last night gathering, i have already marked it down on my calendar and looking forward to meeting the girls again. however, it turned out to be a disappointment.

in order not to be late for the appointment at 6.30pm and the mtg place at outram park nel train station, i rushed off immediately at 5.30pm sharp to catch the bus and then mrt. was well pleased with myself becoz i actually reached at 6.18pm. no one was there yet, as usual, the girls that are not working tend to be the ones who are always late. anyway, just before i step out of the station, c smsed me to say jy was sick and couldn't come, for herself she has to leave at 7.30pm, so do we still want to meet up or cancel? i was like "what the ****?!" *disappointed* i replied saying that i was already there and j was just 1 stop away. she replied to say alright then since she's also on the way. when j arrived and i told her abt that, we decided to cancel since it make no sense at all, and coming all the way to outram to eat porridge. we called c and told her to go ahead with her appt instead and both of us turned back and head towards town. Well, i am alright to just meet up with j, anyway both of us got more to talk and share. but e feelings is not good coz if we make time to meet up then why is it always the same person who organise and din turn up last min coz not feeling well? *take note that it's always the same reason / excuse* i could have just go for my weekly cg mtg instead. haiz... a good time to catch up with j, but somehow can't help to feel that i am beginning to have a gap with the girls. maybe i am older by 4-5 yrs and thinking differs as time passes ba. anyway we are going to meet up 2 weeks later again. it's j's 21st birthday! hope it's going to be good time.