Today is Thursday

as the title mentions, today is thursday... ... ...it's going to be biz day at work I guess. 2 more days to company family day and lots to do and confirm by this evening. long service award gifts yet to be packed, transportation yet to be confirmed, 3x dummy gifts yet to create, etc etc. wonder what else will my dear colleague will come out last min to get us to do. LS going to be on leave tml, i will be bored.... dead bored. to make it worse, sat got to work!!!! it has been a LONG LONG time since i got to work on sat. and guess what, i got to be at Marina City Park by 8.15am! God knows what time I need to wake up. hope we can take cab and claim the fare, praying hard and crossing my fingers that we can do that. i have no idea where the place is so if i were to get there myself i think i have to leave home at 7am, which means got to wake up at 6am. oh my goodness... ... ...*faint*

here i am sitting in at my workdesk early in the morning feeling brain dead. 35mins has past since work started but i have done nothing at all. dun feel like working. but well, there's cg at night to look forward to. sometimes i really wonder if i am really excited for cg or i am just going thru the motions after so many years. there's no one in the cg that i really look forward to meet every week except for my dear. sometimes it really feels like i am going there to be a social butterfly --- to juz smile and appear happy, and to avoid questions like why ain't i there for the meeting. since when should going to cg be in these kind of feeling?