My Dearest Darling

somehow this blog seems to have become a place where dear dear and i communicate. hehe. anyway you guys must be wondering why is it always bebe who's writing and complaining abt her life, where's dede. why ladies and gentlemen, my dear dear has been very tied up with work and he is working real hard for our future. that's really explains why and bebe is always so relax at work that she can "eat snake" to blog. haha.

My dear dear is the most wonderful man in this world (that's what i think and i dun need you to agree.) Dear works hard at his job even though it's tough work. dealing with all the funny uncles out there in the world with no prior experience is hard work. i know my darling is facing difficulties and i think all he needs is me by his side assuring him i will be there for him all the way. besides handling work, dear also got to put up with my nonsense every now and then. i blame him for almost everything that happen in my life, good or bad. sometimes i wonder why would a man put up with such a unreasonable woman. well, that's God's creation. hehe. there are time where i hurt darling so much that i often ask myself why am i doing this to him? it's not his fault? why am i giving him such a hard time? guess it's all due to my wilful nature ba. i guess i really need to learn my lesson now. Dear i am sorry, i have given you a hard time.

~Disappointments, hurts etc in life is juz part and parcel of life. these exist to challenge our character to mould us to become a better person. Even though times where I really cannot handle them anymore, but for the sake of God and my dearest darling, i have to. I must be strong!~

Darling is a man without temper, or should i say used to. hehe. guess with all my mood swings, he has learn to "speak up" now. It's a good thing, or else i always bully him. However, even now he has not really show power yet at all. where to find??? sometimes darling can be very sweet and romantic, giving me surprises here and there. but sometimes he can also be insensitive, i guess it's a guy thing ba. but he always make sure that he has given me the best that he could. Darling always try his best to fulfill every little promises he has given to me, always try to make up for the shortages. i know sometimes he failed, but more than that, i know he tried very hard. He didn't mean it to fail too, he has given his 101% to me. When darling is sad, he nvr show it. why? i know becoz he doesn't want me to worry abt him. but i want him to know that as much as i show every single bit of my emotion, dear you should also do the same to me. let's bear each other burden!

Overall, the man which i have said so much above is the man of my life. no matter what happen i know we will both cling onto each other and never let go. This is my dearest darling, the love of my life... ... ...

For better or worse, for richer or poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to hold and to cherish, according to God's holy ordinance, thereto I give you my love.