Stress Out Day

recently things are not going too well for dede and myself. we are always arguing or rather it's only me. dunno why but seems that I am just losing my cool and mind recently too often. yesterday night, gave darling a hard time again. Dear, I am sorry. :( Anyway, good thing is that we often try to sleep the arguement away.. so when morning comes, things will be better. That's what I hope.

this morning is Family Day. everything went on well except of some hiccups during the long svc award. haiz... MC read the names wrongly and we got the gifts mixed up. not too good, but since everything is over now juz dun dwell on it and hope no one say anything on monday back in office. Realised that Ivan's girlfriend is working in the same coy as me too. Haha... saw him at the event today and we chatted for a while. Was telling him about the stupid taxi driver this morning. Shouldn't talk on it anymore.......but friends out there, just a word of advice for you. When you see any Yellow Top Cab on the road, remember NOT TO FLAG them down even when you are in a hurry. They are nothing but a bunch of old crooks! So don't waste time and money. even if you want to complain abt them, too bad, they are under the private coy so nothing helps.

it has been a super long day for both of us today. after work / family day, we rushed down to HY & SY wedding venue to take measurements so we can start to purchase the materials for deco. Happily we did all we needed to and head down to P.S. but to our utmost horror, we are short of money / budget for the entire deco. Not few dollars or tens dollars short, but we are talking about hundreds. Reaslied that the original deco that HY and SY chose cannot be done within $350. Raw materials alone will cost $700!!! It's a no wonder ah dine scolded me stupid for not charging anything and how she mentioned that should only do deco (for that design) when pple pay you at least $1500. Haiz... ...i felt so stress out and lost. Dunno what should I do. no choice, called them up and explained. Finally decided to change design, hopefully both of them will agree to them. *crossing fingers and pray that they will come back with an answer tml* even if we change design, i am still working on a very tight budget of $350. and i am not even earning a single cent out of it, in fact, still come out of money for it. So not worth. Worse, I am going to use the design which I wanted for my own wedding next year! see... get the idea??? I am on the losing end, and some pple still think that i should charge lower. haiz.... stress out stress out!

better not go on, if not will go into depression.
Good night everyone!!!