Thursday, November 02, 2006

P.S.I. >34

Guess I haven got a better title but it seems true indeed that the psi is flunctuating quite abnormally.. ups and downs even thou it rained heavily a couple of times. Its like life, u go up and u come down.. what goes ard comes ard. Do good and good comes back.. so true.. its like the same measure give and same measure take.. well "Arise and Build" weekend is here once again.. where we pledge to God the sacrifical amt...

Well all these while.. I been feeling low on this issue. maybe its my innermost fears of offering onto God our best and He deserves it! often I would " go with the crowd" ... whatever that's convenient or feels like it should naturally be e stand amt.. However as we progress on.. its kinda of wrong mentality.. its about being sensitive and obedient to His prompting or Peace in our hearts.. last nite baby sounded me out.. I admit I am fearful and too preoccupied with "like forcing God to tell me.. tell me.. speak" the amt.. instead of out of a loving relationship.. haiz.. what went wrong? Should jus let go and let God.. if we are faithful, He is even faithfuler 10times..

THis amt would rep our hearts and attitude in giving.. the windows are gonna break and blessing raining down.. Believe in that.. dun fear.. Just have faith frens.. 100 fold.. yuphee... also that lately we been talking over the phone at nite.. and at times. either one of us would doze off to play chess with Zhou Gong.. its funny cuz we start to murmur or "phone-sleep-talk" on the phone... (not to mention anything).. amazing?? still can talk when u are sleeping.. My bro wants to prove his pt of me sleep-talking by recording a video of me.. we shall wait and see... heehe

Thats all folks
Have a gd day

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