Boring morning and I wonder what's the afternoon has in store

It's 10.36am and I am sitting at my workstation typing this blog. Work nowadays have been really boring and it is really boring me out everyday. Each morning I have the temptation to report sick and juz laze on my bed the whole day, but we all know that this is not possible unless we quit our stupid job. Today is worse and I have predicted that tomorrow will be much worse. With no one around and only me and colleague A, we both simply eat snake. This whole morning, I have been doing nothing except chatting on msn and researching on the website for hotels in Ho Chi Minh. We have received an email from the previous hotel that there are no rooms available for us to stay during our trip. OMG! This is really not good at all, now we are still "homeless" and I wonder if we have to resort to paying alot more for more expensive hotels juz to get a room for 3 pple. This is not good... our budget has raise from the original $278 to the now $310. I just pray that it will not go up any further. If not I am going to be soo sooo soooo broke and on a very very tight budget. If not for the blessing that dede has provided, I also dunno if I am able to make it for the trip.

To a certain extend I am feeling guilty to go on this trip. I know I should be saving up now for the big day but in fact I am still spending like nobody business. Really thank God for dede, he has not complain and nvr restricted me (like how i restrict him) and in fact always support and encouraging me to do what i like. I feel so guilty and bad. I really must cut down on my lifestyle of spending as and when i like...must know my limits. Right now I am trying to break my record of not using credit cards for this month. My aim is to not having to repay any credit card bills in the month of April. So far, I have already clear all the debts for March...hope this will come to pass.

Morning is gone just like this, wonder what's the afternoon going to be like for me.