Good or Bad

In my previous post, I blog about unnecessary people in our lives. Well, think to all my readers out there, I am sorry if i have sounded fierce. It's an emotional thing that happen. Things are turning out better (*crossing fingers) and I prayer for things to be better and better, brighter and brighter.

There has been some dramas going on in our lives. I feel sorry for dear as he was under alot of pressure, to an extend of losing sleep. Heart pain when i knew about it. I feel guilty as well because the pressure he faces comes from the wedding and I was too strong about our decision. But on the other hand, if i would have given in, I would be unfair to my parents as well. So we are kind of caught in between. I have also learnt that when we are caught in situation like this, best is to stick to our own decision and preference. It's an episode in life to learn.

Last night, both our parents met up to talk about the "ping jin" and i will say it's a pleasant talk. But dad seems overwhelmed that he started telling people what they should do. Mom got a shock and quickly shut him up, later told me that dad shouldn't be doing all these. Haha... skali frighten my in-laws-to-be off. As dad and mom are seen as experienced while they are inexperience. Dear is the 1st one in the entire family to get married, while for me, immediate family like sis and bro are already married for long long time. Whatever it is, juz let them do the talking. I know I can always count on mom and dad to the rescue. Of course, Dear's parents are great too.

After all these, dear told me this morning that he had a great sleep last night and didn't even manage to wake up on time for work. :) It's been a while since dear slept well... ...